Title : [ goodbyes; harder than it seems. ]
hms,yesterday went cine,supposedly to eat sakura,but yet it was fully booked.so ended up eating some koufu.and went k garden.enjoyable moments never last.was suppose to find the S.A.M machineaugust told me theres one at serangoon garden.so went there with no worries,to find tht its actually the AXS machine. ):and there goes my o levels for this year.funny, aint it?hahs, re taking at such an awesome year.right~jst in case my years in poly jst dont end,and diploma jst dont come.i got to do some preparations though.hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.forever love?hahs, it never existed.i guess.gooodbyes are really hard,cant bear to,but yet,sorrys are even harder.you were once my fairytale, my forever love,my love,my life.i dont know what i'll do without you.but now,i got to learn to go without you.learn to live without you by my side.waiting use to be familiar.but not anymore.you use to be here always,even on rainy days,you'll be here.and now, not even a word.no misses, no cant bear to, no nothing.i guess, im at fault,and yet ive been so stubborn and ridiculous.we jst might not be meant to be.people says,its not worth it.but yet, i refuse to listen.and now,ends up in such awful state.dirty mess.whatever.i'm getting on with my life without you,jst fine.please, let me go.i hate seeing you happy without me,selfish, i know.yet, i dont deserve anything.missedyou.dynj, loves.
