Title : [ a dramatic night. ]
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my loveliest. (:
arghs! ):
mabel's in a very bad mood today.
like seriously,
whats so good about pursuing something that you wont ever get.
what the fuck is wrong with people nowadays!
hms, i seriously am very disappointed with certain people,
and yet have different emotions all jumbled up.
kinda weird, yet crazy.
can i like know, what the fuck is wrong with me?!
i hate not knowing what to do at a certain point,
hate guessing what others would think,
hate not taking control of situations and get totally and i mean TOTALLY lost in it.
ahh!
recently, ive been up to such situations.
arghs.
and at this point,
" why do all good things come to an end?"
i wonderrrrr.
hms,
august ong is going into army like, a few hours later from now,
and joh's gna miss him like mad,
and we are toooo.
andddd, i guess people are having fun in liangjie's.
anddddd, went to drink abit.
andddddddddddddd, cried like a fucking retard.
andddddd, THERE'S STILL WORK TMR. )x
bad mood,
bad mood,
bad mood!
i wonder if its the every month thing,
thats making me so damn unstable.
dotsssss.
at this point in time,
i've got several wishes in mind.
1) i wish august would be taken very good care of, and be safe in camp,
and joh not thinking too much about several things.
2)i wish, wendy and royston, our love birds would remain as loving as ever.
3) i wish, mingkang would be more INITIATIVE. lols.
4) i wish, liangjie would let me punch him.
5) i wish, hongguo would still be the sensible guy, that we can always count on.
6) i wish xuanming would be happy, (: stay cheerful as ever.
7) i wish chanel will stay as pretty!
8) i wish you will be there for me always, no matter what.
9) i wish xiaojie would be able to satisfy his needs~ lols.
arghs.
nvmmmmmmmmmmm.
hms,
miss you.
adios`